crystal08

tweleve reasons why im going to keep going when im tired, control myself when cravings hit, and not give up when i hit the infamous plateau of weightloss

i need to be a good role model for my niece

i want to be able to go swimming at the public pool, i mean i can now, but i never would let anyone see me in a bathing suit at this weight

i need to get healthy, my body must be working so hard to lug around all this weight, it has to be tough on my heart and bones

i want to have children, but i refuse to have children until my body is healthy and fit, i dont’ want any complications and how embarrassing it would be to have a doctor down there delivering or just checkin up when im so overweight

i want to look amazing on my wedding day, not to mention my honeymoon!

i don’t want jocelinn to be embarrased of me… she loves me unconditionally but i loved my mom like that too and i went thru a phase when i was a teenager that i was embarrased to have a fat mom it doesn’t matter to me anymore but i dont want jocelinn or my future kids to ever look at me like that…

i want to get checked out!

when i go to my 10 year highschool reunion i want to look smokin hot!! lol who wouldn’t? i was the cool, nice fat girl. i want to get that “WOW” reaction haha i want ppl to take a few minutes to even recognize me

i want to be able to wear sundresses, strapless tops, shorts, skirts and fit into jeans from abercrombie and 7 for all mankind kinda stuff

i want to look cute in ball caps

i dont’ want to feel gross or embarrased eating in public, i feel like ppl look at me, like why is she eating? ughh i feel gross when i eat around ppl

i want to live a long. full life. i miss out on so much being overweight, just mostly by choice… like i LOVE the beach, and live literally 5 minutes away from it but almost never go because im so overweight i dont feel confortable and when i do go i usually wear capris, i want to wear a freakkinn bathing suit!! I want to try lots of different resturants but like i said, i dont like to eat in public. I want to go dancing and hit amusement parks, travel and i want to look good doing it!!!!

I encourage all of you who read this to post a list of your own, things that are important to you and depend on your weightloss success! i’d love to read them and if you’re having a bad day or are tempted to get fast food, or feel tired and don’t want to work out… then you can read the list, remind yourself of the rewards you are fighting for, because this is a fight… it’s hard but we can do it!! that’s why i made my list, sometimes its hard to remember this stuff when im thinking about cheesecake so whenever im going to mess up i’ll read this list.

<3 Crystal

im not sure if the whole acai berry thing is just a huge fad or something but im giving it a shot. anyone else out there trying it? i got 2 different kinds online, jsut the powdered capsules thing. I dont trust buying fresh berries online, i’m keepin an eyeout in my town in healthfood stores and stuff. Even if the pills don’t help much with weightloss there’s no denying that all those antioxidents are good for me i guess, but i still reallly hope they work!!

<3 Crystal